Sometimes it just does me good to talk/type. Since I have already confessed to being a loner…. my blog has historically been the place that helps me talk out my feelings.
Tonight I just need to confess… sometimes… I get crazy! Sometimes I read into things. Sometimes I take things personal. Sometimes I get aggravated…. even angry. Sometimes I think I know things… and guess what… I don’t always.
I say what I feel and what I think and what I have found is…
The combination of all of these things…. does not work out well for me most of the time.
I am thankful for a God, a husband, and a little boy who know me and love me anyway.
I am thankful for a God who shows me my faults and helps me heal from damage I cause to myself.
I am thankful for a God who can help me raise my head everyday and keep on moving because He has helped me understand that no one is perfect.
I am thankful for a God who helps me to see my imperfections so that I am not walking around everyday blind to them and satisfied with who I am.
I am thankful for a God who is helping me… with every mistake… learn the importance of speaking less and listening more.
In the times that I like myself least… I am thankful.
I refuse to let the devil convince me that I am unworthy of love and forgiveness.
I may be unworthy… but I am loved and forgiven!